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Friday, April 01, 2011

another emo and random post.

i haven blogged much but things have been changing so fast for me and i just can't seem to catch up. part of me don't want to catch up, part of me do want to move and change.

im not getting use to my life now, im slacking off... maybe still in my MS mode.

but i just can't stay this way for the whole freaking semester.

i need to get a grip and wake up. but i just can't do it!

i wanna be the one who chills and dreams.

but life just doesn't permit it does it?

i don't know what i want in life, which is the biggest problem now.

im looking at unrealistic dreams, waiting for impossible hopes

what is the reality to me?

do i want this kind of reality, i asked myself... but there wasn't an answer.

i don't know how people dream and yet fulfill them.

cux i see no future and no dream to hold on to.

was my choices a mistake? was my steps a route to nowhere?

i wonder, but who is there to tell me "yes/no"?

i want to be there but i can't

i should slap myself and wake up from unrealistic dreams and hope.

hope is a dream that never dies?

but why do i feel like im dying just by holding on to those dreams?

show me the light, show me the route...

jewel boy im waiting for you. :(


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