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yingxuan
singapore polytechnic (dac).
Monday, September 13, 2010

i stare at the screen blankly. i don't even know whats the next step to take.
looking at cheaper alternatives, and to the extend of ACCA.
the question is, whats my dream? whats my aim? what do i really wanna do?
i stare at these questions, with no answers in my head.
am i really heading the right way....


looking at everyone stepping on the next stone, i couldn't help but stare at where i'm standing now. which is nowhere.
thinking about school when i have no where to go.
thinking about home, when it feel so foreign to me.
i dont even know where i should go anymore...


whenever i think, i say, i image of the phrase "I'm tired"
i laugh at myself and start crying with hot tears flowing down my already red cheeks.
when i hear "you have work tomorrow"
i again laughed at myself for bringing it upon myself....
me, the dumbfool who created all her own mess...


me, the dumbfool, who has nowhere to go....
me, the dumbfool, is going to walk awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy