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yingxuan
singapore polytechnic (dac).
Thursday, September 10, 2009

i know i hate this but what can i do right? i need to control whatever im feeling right now. i just hate to get into this kind of situations
it has been more than 5 years and i still haven't get over the curse? so what? i'm suppose experience this and get through this for the rest of my life? im just losing faith in friends, losing trust in them too. i feel like stepping away from those friends once and for all but i never can. i find myself forgiving them and in the end seeing the same thing happen to me once again. now i understand why my sister keeps questioning me of why i forgive her so fast. so im gonna suffer this curse because i forgive her? that is so unfair! karma, somehow i don't believe in it either.

i feel like crying but i'll just look stupid and dumb.
i can't fight the hate i'm feeling.
i need to talk to someone but i don't know who i can turn to.


on the brighter side, i've got greek to spend last night...
90210, and maybe melrose to accompany me tonight.