headaches, headaches and even more headaches. popping pain killers into my mouth nearly every week. one deadline after another deadline. not forgetting i've got 2 more programming projects that are untouched yet. kill me. i feel like leaving everything behind and go off to somewhere. my mind now is filled with images and fun i had in melbourne. send me there now now now!

i have not blogged ever since i don't know when. have been tired everyday, at a half knocked out state. medications aren't getting me anywhere better. somehow i'm thinking, who is really actually reading my blog. *wonders hard*

btw went to angel's event yesterday at gardenasia. was suppose to meet ziliang, felicia and chikoon at 1130 but i was only up at 1130. thank goodness the driver (chikoon) woke up around the same time. haha. it was a crazy ride all the way to krangi area. have to say the programs lined up was good just that the atmosphere wasn't much there. so it was rather dead. left the area at 4.30 to go down to bishan, since chikoon could drop us there. but he dumped us somewhere at the road side. it was an abrupt stop. ziliang, felicia and i was just aimlessly walking around j8. one sliding door in and out to another sliding door. not exactly looking at anything. since i had to be back home at 6 for dinner we all had really nothing to do. no movies, no nothing... but it was fun meeting them even with me being super sick and half asleep.
dinner was at hao di fang. as always, my cousin's husband would cook up so much food and we wouldn't know what would be the last dish. i had 2 bowls of rice finished them and there were still dishes coming up.


talked to daddy about what i'm going to do after poly. he doesn't have much comments about me going abroad or me continuing and not continuing on with accountancy. the only comment he made was "PHILIPPINES! some cool place at Philippines!" that was the only enthusiastic comment he had for the conversation. he is definitely not worried that i'll go overseas and get homesick. he also said that me getting homesick is the least of his worries. i'll only call when i need a lift. which is true cause it happened in macau when i only called at the very last day (10) to tell him what time my flight is.


tml is monday. not really dreading it compared to my crazy headache i'm having now.
lets face the fact, school is crazy, we are so behind with our deadlines. MOVE IT EVERYONE!
PRIORITIZE!

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