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yingxuan
singapore polytechnic (dac).
Friday, July 24, 2009
i'll call you b.

blogspot is so dead. i've been lazy, been blogging in livejournal, been rushing project, been tired, been sleepy. i'm just not blogging.

i'm also super lazy to post dimsum pictures and whatever overdue photos. i'm lazy to read about irish english, wiki is flooded by words. my mind is preoccupied. i'm restless, tired, blanked out. my mind seems to be racing as fast as a ferrari on the F1 track. its too fast for me to catch any collection of thoughts. i'm happy, next i'm sad, next i'm frustrated, next i'm pissed off, next i'm about to cry, next i'm blanked out, next i'm missing you. yes yes yes. i'm going on a crazy rollercoaster of moods. my mood change with a plunge in my stomach. that show how fast it is.

i had impressively pushed myself to run for Shape Run. though it didn't make me love running, but i was glad i did went. it was a very hilarious run, talking and talking non-stop to my sister. looking at thin women running past us, looking at cute helper guys, talking about my super unfit body... it was such a great laugh. and the main thing is that i've not been up so early in Sunday. i haven had breakfast for ages.

wednesday was the craziest mood swing day. i was out with jasmine, pretty happy and smiling. thinking of my green ben sherman top, i was fine. later in the afternoon, guitar was great. struming perfection. and next thing i knew i was crying once i walked home. i miss 2610 suddenly. jasmine asked me to find yanting's blog made me go thru my september, october, november, december post. i scrolled quickly thru stopping at some. flash backs and more flash backs came back. i miss 2610 even more. i'm fine seeing things between them but i'm just missing some happy moments. spare the crazy mood swings. i'm fine. i really am fine. i'm just miss alot of crazy moments. =)

had a crazy meet up with angel, felicia, ziliang, eric, chikoon and Mr. Tan on wednesday. i brought my crazy emotions there. so i was laughing like mad during dinner, and i was silent throughout the walk to mr. tan's house. went back home for project discussion with ginny. thanks eric for accompanying my walk with sms-es. no dog attacks and the dark road was less scary. thanks! :)


even though it isn't the end of friday, it isn't the start of the weekend. but i'm going to say....
disappointing thursday, disappointing friday, disappointing weekend. make me smile please.