i'm utterly bored. other than listening to my very interesting music that is playing loudly in my green earpiece, me singing at the top of my voice and dancing on the spot at the same time... there is really nothing i'm doing. hahahahaha!

i'm super bored and no one is home. everyone is abandoning me at home making me order mac delivery for dinner... i wanted to go get something so that i would be able to come home and make myself occupied for the night but too much the shop close at 7 sharp whereas i reached at 7.05pm. totally wasted my half an hour.


have you learnt audit through sms or even msn? hahaha. that is how i would be learning my audit for this week. my cousin is super nice, she know i am so hating my time spent outside the office with another collegue who got that f-ing attitude. she taught me what to do today through msn last night, and today all my enquires was used by sms. hahaha. so much better than asking the collegue sitting right in front of me.

tell me why i have to still ask questions when the reply would be "what do you think?".
if it is random chats it would be alright, but excuse me this is work. ask me that and i give you shit. plus i can't believe i rebutted her today... it was just plain silence after i talked back.

thats the disadvantage of auditing at client's place. but the advantage is that i start work at 9am and finish work at 5.30pm. yeah yeah yeah. i can just leave house at 8.15 and still reach on time.


saying those things got me thinking. with you i'm always smiling. you never used me like a tool and you once knew me so well even better than any others do. i felt respected, i felt like an individual when i'm with you. not someone who had to put up a mask just to make people smile. you were why i treasure you so much. you were why i never want to leave us where we were. you were why best friends do exist, you were why i was so happy. (:

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