no one would ever replace you... cause no one would be closer to me compared to you. you amazed me by how short a time i would open up to someone, how short a time i am able to be so close to someone like you. come and go friends? i never thought you would be, but i think we should accept the truth that we are coming to be one.


i know my previous post has offended you. but i do believe i did have the rights to say those words. if you think you have put in significant effort, i would be glad to be corrected and i would gladly post and apology...

this week was one long emotional roller coaster and the late nights.
spent the starting of the week studying for tests: database and gems.
rushing for projects: gems, IS, dip plus...
doing past year papers, doing tutorials...
it wasn't the best week. and February didn't have a good start.
neither did the last day of school ended with a high note.

friday was like hell. woke up late, and spend the early hours in school with my eyelids half close. had to get projects handed up, had to print my introductory letter, get files for projects to be handed up. all with my eyes half close. went down to clementi to have mos burger lunch with joohong before cabbing home. on the taxi i was already dead asleep. gotten home and plonked my dead body down on the sofa and slept all the way to 3pm.
woken with a shocked i threw stuff i didn't need out of my bag and slung the heavy bag and laptop with me to catch a cab back to school. jammed at farrer road cause me to be seriously late to audit so i didnt went in for lesson. after lecture went to meet binbin to finish 1 of the dip plus project. it was pretty efficient cause we finished it by 9pm. daddy wanted to fetch me but i told him i wasnt sure when i would finish my work... after that the vegetarian stall uncle asked us to go to the foyer to eat the food. but in the end we didn't but stood there talking to mr.teo


i still feel awful. i still feel pissed off. cause i don't bloody hell think i should be treated this way. and i bloody hell hope this doesn't continue.


i'm sorry, it's all that i can say. you mean so much to me and i'd fix all that i've done. if i could start again, i'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets. so you would have the best of me.
i would start over again, so i could be close with you once again. i would want to change the things i have done wrong but i really don't know where and what i did wrong. i never knew what made us end up in such stranger-ly manner.

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