why can't i act at the same time as you?
why can't we think of meeting each other at the same time?
why can't our wants be synchronized?
why did i have to say no or reason things out when you wanted to meet me before?
why did i have to give so much excuses when you wanted to meet me last time?
why did you have to not want to meet me now when i want to meet you?
is it the game of fate?
i hate being like this.
i thought i was stronger, i thought i could hold on.
but i guess i can't now.