why do all good things come to an end?


happy moments for me and him have ended.
and i think i'm alright already as in i don't go crying the whole day
friends. friends...
i have been telling myself this every time i see him popping up.
i ignored him for half a day.
*even though i practically stared at his name on my laptop screen*


but efforts were wasted. when he pop-ed up talking to me.
my heart pounded fast. but once i saw what he typed, i asked myself
"why he have to ask me question that he dont care?"
so for the next 5 mins i have to talk as though we were just friends.
and whatever he said, sent me. just make me think
"yes we are just friends!! and no more than that!"


he is a friend that i dun want losing...
but a darn good person that i shld forget.
i'm not crying any more for you.
and i shan't bother abt you other than in a friendly way


there were times in which i secretly typed
something WRONG our messages
it made me smile, but yet feel like some lunatic
but now, i don't even think it is possible for me to think of typing those
thanks for hitting reality to me.


no more blog hopping i say to elina.
my itchy hands should really stop.
bad habit =P


thanks to elina, who made me smile (:
thanks to jh, who is nice enough to want to acc me to haato.
thanks to greengirl, for being an ass in your blog.
thanks to ginny, who wants to prank call that mysterious guy. HAHA!


next up: ben & jerry's for a soothing therapy. (:

9:26 PM •