i hate the fact that where this is going. because it pulls me right in the middle of this pool of confusion and then suddenly i was push or thrown back to the start. this is going no way! i knew it from the start, stop pulling me in and then throwing me back out there. just when i thought we were getting along


feel so lethargic after the whole day. had like 2 hours break since audit ended early. we got pretty zomg out after the first hour. we were like "so what are we going to do??" after lecture we accompanied joohong down to fc5 and then to the mrt. went to IMM after that to help jasmine to find her replacement of heels. before that, elina and i were saying that we cant try but ended up taking heels after heels to try. haha! separated with jasmine and elina for lunch. i and ginny went down to cartel for waffle. made out one joke of one the waitress and there was really one very enthusiatic waiter. we only left IMM at 2.30 so we intended to cab back since there were no bus coming. before that i said "i fly, sure come straight one" and i really live up to what i say. once we decided to take a cab i put my hand out and the next minute i saw one taxi stopping right in front of me. what is this man! for the pass few days, i have been flagging but none stopped for me! cabbing better not be my next frequent transport or else i would be broke sooner or later.
saw xinni when we returned, after BF lectur and after my lecture.


i have been practically eating and leaving everything within reachable distance. this is how lazy i am to move. i have been asking myself today why i have to be so confused the whole night when i shld be crazy, mesmerized, going gaga about what i seen today. but nope i havent really went that crazy....

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