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yingxuan
singapore polytechnic (dac).
Saturday, October 25, 2008

have been writing a chunk of things in here
but i decided that this is not the perfect place to post it.
some things are not safe leaving it so public


i was so afraid to say things out.
fearing to sound utterly ridiculous,
like a dumb ass with extra emotions to waste
maybe i have never really manage to face my deeper emotions
that is why i didn't want to say a thing out,
i just blankly stare and smile to elina when she asked about it.
i'm sorry girl for being so wishy washy in things.
but i still feel stupid. HAHA! =D


his message to me. was the message i gave him
but he didn't seem so worried compared to me.
and that makes me shut the voice inside me.
but things might not work out.....