i hate the way i am.
every change i make doesn't seem to bring me closer to the better.
somehow it seems as though it is bringing the worser side of me.


judging someone by his or her sincerity is useless
how sincere he may show, how serious he looks
could be a lie or a piece of shit
when truth is out in the open.


friendliness shouldn't let anyone feel intimidated
it could be the character itself,
hallucinating images just makes one insecure.

sudden touches could mean nothing.
what came through my mind when i touched his hand was "OooPs~!"
but nothing much.


smiles shouldn't be hidden from the dark.
so what if we are indirectly linked?
if you make a bad move in front or behind my back just to kick me out of the game or your indirect social circle,
you may win... but deep down inside only you and me know who is right or wrong.


first come first serve basis isn't foreign to you i guess?
so if i sat my butt at that exact position
and you so coincidentally arrived after me/us
and coincidentally sat in front of me/us
never ask why you ask to sit there.
before you ask why,
think whether you should just move your big fat arse
before shouting something out from your gap.
or shut up and kindly inform your friends to choose better seats next time.
but it was pretty dumb for your friends to choose that seat anyway.
or maybe they just want to irritate me. (:


cutting down the hours in front of your laptop.
isn't gonna help you in any way.
so why don't you just change back to your 宅女 self
and cut down time spent outside. (:
this is totally not the time for you to have fun!
maybe lappy is more educational??

7:23 PM •