i am not avoiding you.
i just don't want any awkwardness between us.
you are just moving to fast forward.
too fast that i am backing out
backing out so fast that i don't know how to face you
i may say that this tuesday might be the last day we would meet
i don't consider it a date since it might mean nothing to me.
and i am awake at 8am.
but i just feel so tired.