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yingxuan
singapore polytechnic (dac).
Saturday, May 31, 2008



once i turn my back and walk away, i felt a burst of loneliness. i was just kidding and laughing with them. but once i turn my back after hugging her saying goodbye my teats uncontrollably rolled down. i can't even bear to see them checking in, i quickly walked towards the station.
and yes if you can guess why i cried it is because mummy and daddy left for germany today and now i am all alone in this big house. suddenly this big house of mine seemed empty and cold. was sitting on the train when i saw a family of three smiling and laughing... i then thought of them. a week of loneliness.

went for some groceries shopping before going home and practically sat in front of my laptop talking to NOBODY. and greengirl is not making things better since she hasn't been online. went over for dinner, and i am acting damn abnormally. i am acting as though i don't know things that i obviously know. things are placed obviously but i must act dumb. but she really look kinda sick though.