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yingxuan
singapore polytechnic (dac).
Wednesday, March 26, 2008

i m in a very down mood... maybe i got up on the wrong side of the bed? i dun really know why. i spoke less than 30 sentence to anyone the whole day. and the day ended NOT very well though... i am very tired, if i had the energy and was at the beach i just feel like shouting it all out... if i say things out people think i m too rude, too talkative, too straight wadsoever. if i dun say it out people would take it that i am a person without opinions.


once i say that i might turn back into that rebellious girl and guoxiong said that i should not... and that is not the real me... somehow i smiled but i felt confused. wad is the real me??? my sister call me Ah Lian. so? which one???


in your life you may know many invisible girls
and believe it i m one of them.
you may not know my existence if u don't know me.
in a group of 10 people you might not even know i was one of them
people could even sit on me
and this shows how invisible i am.
you may remember my laughter
but you may never remember my face.