blame me just blame me
blame me for not sleeping enough
blame me for not studying enough
the only thing i can do now
is to cry and not think abt it
i blame myself for making this happen
thanks to my clever lazy self.
somehow it is too late to apologize
to whoever and of cux to myself

woke up extremly late
no one had the decency to call me
so i did not meet ginny for lunch
saw weida and his rumoured gf together
did not want to interupt their lovey dovey
so i walked away without saying a hi but i smiled okay~!
arriving at dover i saw someone wearing my sister's dress
this is how i m gonna describe her. =)
stood there and talked b4 the exam
total blank out during the exam
question seem to be totally different from any other papers
WTH totally ruined my holiday~! moreover last paper.

totally have no fate to see him today
i myself did not want to create any opportunity
saw like 3 of his friends but not him
did not want to wait for the next train so wtf
here goes the 10 weeks i have to say
saw lou ti in the train, ginny was mean to say he has kiu mo.
the 4 of us were very high can~!
the noise on the train was made by us
especially the time when i and elina had the mo qi
to say abt niao ren at the same time
and even did the same movement~!
COOL man~! did not know i had that chemistry with elina =)

ginny and i went to bugis
when we reached i wanted to eat but i could not find anything
first time going to bugis and not eat ALOT
got kinda high dunno whether is to cover up for my sadness.
but ginny kept saying she needs one person's help.
NO CAN~! it is not the antidote to my highness
headed to bugis street instead
before that i saw vivian...
we sat down at the cafe to satisfy my hunger
ate 7 chicken drumlets can. thinking back is so disgusting
and i found out our topic started back on the 4

after eating we went over to sim lim area to get my stuff
went to the korean shop and we were in search for
XIN LA MIAN~! hahaha~!!
when we went to phoon huat,
the kind assistant told me which scale to buy
and even had a demostration for me.
he even talked abt investment lehx~!
when we went back to bugis,
we saw a bunch of people crowding around a stall
and i said i wanna go 凑热闹
but ginny thought i was talking abt the handicapped
eh i m not that mean okay~!

when we were at bugis, i saw mushroom head from converse
i was super shock can. later den i saw havanias
but they did not see us. did not find anything nice to buy
when going home was like OMG can~!
i think i got on the bus after like 30 minutes i dunno~!
was darn packed like nobody's business man~!
stopped 2 stops b4 to go to my sister's friend house
saw hidayat (ya yat~!)
then i walked back home. freaking headache came.
reached home i dunno wad happened but i broke down
this is bad. should not be lidat. haix~!

maybe this 10 weeks holiday may not go as smoothly as i thought it will be
maybe 10 weeks of sadness
maybe 10 weeks of pain
maybe 10 weeks of torture
MAYBE 10 WEEKS OF FUN?~!
somehow i doubt the last one is gonna happen

few days ago when i was reading shuxin's blog
i had this smile hanging on my face
forever love. you are forever so sweet
forever love i miss you~!
haven seen you for so long. but i'll be here love. =)

to ginny: eh dun camera shy can not ar!
and this holiday dun work work work forget go out arh~!
or else i will ka you even more. *evil laughter*

我对你的爱 早就已经 超越时空界限
不管白昼 还是黑夜 只要是你
每一次的出现 就让所有的回忆 都在脑中呈现 浮现你的画面
从今天直到永远 就请你让我对 你再说一遍
对你再说一遍 对你再说一遍.......

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